Good morning! I was so happy ytd.. When i put Meredith to bed, she basically giggle (softly) until she doze off. It makes my day feel complete, to be with my family and my baby ☺️
And i just wanna do a special shoutout to @oh.itszy for coming by to take a picture with me ytd. I later found out that she can't hear.. She can't hear me.. Or anything at all.. Thanks to note app, we said hi and took a selfie together and she accompanied us the whole time until i finish work 😩 Thank you!!! After i am done, she ask if we could hug and i think that's why she waited. Ziyu typed afterwards "Thank you for understanding me that i can't hear and for chatting with me"
I feel like crap.
She came by, so politely and thoughtfully waited till the end for a simple hug 😟 I mean like.. Really. Who the f i am. I am just a very normal person, trying to survive my own day-to-day frivolous issues. Yet someone so extraordinary is happy to just see me in real life.. I feel like crap becox i had a peek at her IG account and she's living such a fulfilling life, living for her passion and spending time with her lovely friends and family. I have all that too but for the last one year plus.. I have been nothing but a train-wreck. I felt so lost inside becox of what? Becox i have issues at work? Becox i have friendship problems?? Next please.
I am slowly feeling much better now by the way. Thank you.
So i was saying.. Ziyu. She told me she's so nervous to see me her legs are shaking.. But what she doesn't know is, her presence had more impact on me than me on her.
I begin to think, about how people with slight disability don't need help, they are very good by themselves. They fight daily life with a brave soul. We normal people on the other hand.. Loveee to handicap ourselves with our thoughts.. We need to try harder.. I need to try harder. Live better, live happier..
And what Ziyu can do for me (by inspiring me), is far more than what i can do for her i.e a hug and a picture..
So thanks to Ziyu.. I went to sleep and woke up with a happier heart.. Jiayou for your exams, Ziyu!!! 💪🏻
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